I've seen all your blogs, most of them are basically pointing guns at me. I never wanted to be center of role-play, I wanted to be that NOOB driving a dang ship for his whole life. I got upset when you told me you used me for power, and DO NOT deny you did not say that Johnny. I might have gone crazy for the past 3 days, but look at this. I'm going to tell you something you never would have gone through. Just recently, my "father" came by my moms house. My mom has full custody of me, but he came. He broke open the door and hit my mom in the head and tried to suffocate her. Then I came and stopped everything and pushed my dad out the door, thats when I was taken and abducted into his car. I persuaded me to drop him back to my house, which he did after a hour. My dad got arrested and is going to serve 4 years. 4 YEARS WITHOUT A DAD, HE WAS A AWESOME DAD. Now tomorrow I have to go to court and testify that my dad did all that. Role play was all I had left, I guess...I tried putting the anger on other people, now I'm going to put it on myself. I bet none of you ever experienced that, "this is all you have left".
I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings, most of you know this month was my worst month role play wise. I told you my secret, now I just want to be able to relax and not worry about hate blogs saying "You got what you want".
To Coaleaston, I know I've been a donkeyhole to you yesterday, but you need to understand, I'm going through a lot and I'll try and do something. If it makes you feel better, I'll ask to ban my IP adress, and I wont come on this wiki, and you'll get your epic First Sea Lord position that you deserve. Just stop making me read all your blogs about me, it makes me want to KILL myself.
To everyone else that I acted a noob to, same thing ^
Remember me for this, not for my bad side--
When looking across open ground into the eyes of death, we do not shudder, we do not cower, we smile. For there is no greater honor than to fight for the freedom of our wives, sons, and daughters. We will not die tonight men, nor will we die tomorrow, for in this fight we become immortal in the pages of history as the protectors of earth, the guardians of mankind, and the Victors of this challenge! Steel yourselves and prepare to engage! - Sven Daggersteel.