User blog:John Breasly/Things are going to change with me

That ban blog has been a wake up call to me. So, thank you Captaingoldvane2 for writing it.

Temper issues
I'm really trying to work on my temper issues, but when people (well, one person, actually, who has not stopped wrongly accusing me of rigging the ban blog) continuously troll me, and harass me, it's hard for me to stay in control. None of you have had it as bad as I in this game. Cyber-bullied, hated on, rebelled against (a shoutout to Benjy and John O'eagle :P), and more has all lead up to my crappy temper, along with my pile of real life issues. If you notice I'm starting to get angry, please kindly leave an "Off Topic" message in the comments, or leave a message on my talk page.

Ban blogs & Requests
I'm glad to say I won't be writing any more ban blogs or requests soon. It causes too much drama, and most of the time, I'm not causing the drama on this blogs, but I get blamed anyway. However, on January 2nd, the "Unban the Spaniards" vote will begin again. By that time, Kat and Step will be back. Anywho, no more of those for me, for the time being.

Clearing something up
I did NOT rig the vote, it's just that many of my roleplayers have similar lives to me and understand me. Ever heard that you bond with people like you? Well, I have, and I've become the "ring-leader" so to say. To the user who is harassing me at every chance they get - I'm not fooling myself, you're just acting about five years old, which is about how old you probably are with the grammar you use.... you say I think I'm untouchable? I don't know who informed you of this, but they are one very badly-versed politician. To anyone thinking I "diverted" attention from the ban blog, I did not. I wanted to put in my own stand point, which turned into some pity blog. I didn't want it to become a pity blog, but it did. So, I did NOT rig the vote, I was NOT diverting attention, and I am most certainly NOT fooling myself.

Roleplay issues
Well, I'm trying to tone them down on the wiki here, and I'll probably divert British roleplay to another wiki soon, but it seems I have another war on my hands. Yes, last night, Gaius Julius Caesar came on again and broke the ceasefire. I'll try to keep people from making excessive pages about wins and losses, but, I hope my men can be responsible enough and not need a warning from me....

Thank you
Thank you for reading, and if you have any suggestions for me.... COMMENTS OR TALK PAGE!