To Esmeralda

To Esmeralda
Esmeralda Chainskull, you have been part of the guils since March. You have shown your self good enough for a Co GM spot. You were so funny and awesome to hang out with. But many times.. it just feels like part of why im here is missing. You have left few times, and not because theres anythning wrong with us but sometimes you just couldn't see how bad we needed you. Now you get into a fight with your boyfriend, and its the end

Esmeralda you leaving forever is what you say. But i know this is not the end. There is a chance growing. I can see the day that you come back, i know it isn't a step or two away, but i know there is a big fog away from it. I dont see why theres a meaning for doing this. So why bother to do it at all.