User blog:Jack Goldwrecker./Something I Must Clear Up

Hello. This blog I made directed at the entire wiki, and it focuses on a very terrible lie I have made that has deceived many people. This lie focuses on my non-existent sister. Please read this entire blog, I would appreciate it if you did.

Confession
A couple of months after I started editing here, I believe I came up with a lie about me having a seventeen year-old sister named Courtney, and even posted a picture from a random site of her. I must say right now that there was and there still is no sister in my life. What made the lie even worse, was that I made up multiple stories about her "beating" me and doing things to make my life miserable. Those claims also are not true in anyway. I know that many people reading this would probably assume that I did this terrible thing for attention. However, that is not the case. I have said many times here that I am in fact not fond of much of the attention that would be generated by this sort of thing. I don't enjoy people always coming to me and generating too much attention to this. So, why did I do it? I've been asking that question ever since I came up with this lie. The answer is, I don't know. My theory is that since I've never had any siblings, I could virtually change that. And, my life outside of here is not how I described my life with my sister. No one actually bullies me or "tortures" me in that way I made up, so I most likely thought it would be a new experience to basically come up with a whole new life for me. And that is what I did. I am sorry that I have deceived many, specifically Liz, Madster, Jeremiah Garland, and Stormwalker. Madster and Jeremiah already know, and have understood why I did it. I thank them for that. I just don't want to be holding this in any longer. I generated a kid consumed by depression, hate, frustration, etc. I am not that kid. You probably have also seen how I couldn't be that kid, as my personality isn't like that. It's taken me much courage to show the whole entire wiki this, and now I've decided it's time. I understand if people would reject me now, and that is completely fine. What I did was wrong, and I am sincerely sorry for it. If you could, please try and understand. Thank you, and have a nice day.