User blog comment:John Breasly/Goldtimbers is Not Fired, Anyone Who Leaves is No Better/@comment-3432656-20120430223917

I do not need your adulation nor your hyperbolic words of my so called "Triumphs". That is the past and it stays in the past. What I did was wrong. Overreacting to all this. I tried to place a active online person in a political poition that would possibly bring greater and abroad chances and expansions to the Empire. To counter my dark deeds I had to act. So I paid the reparations. If you want to suceed in life, you need two important things to do so, ignorance and ''confidence. ''We may all have our differences in life but I cannot hide nor can I be bashful about it. What I see with our HCO, I saw one things, Inactivity. Does that bother me, Somewhat. Can I live with it yes. I see each day our joyful memories of all being online. Governing the EITC and England not on this Wiki but being involved, Being known to all on the Game as the "Top Roleplay EITC guy" or one of my favorites "EITC Lord Noob" Does that insult me no. But the point is being away from this game has left many who are in the EITC and on the game look at me like I am some Caesarist in complete control of a autocracy! I am tired of it. I keep telling them about thy Great King and the Parliament but I still remain some big-shot Lord.

I have been through alot since then. Pears stalks me in War time and even in Peace (mostly trying to troll me even when he's on ignore) along with being told what to do and how to do it by others who think they have more wisedom than somone who actually plays the game 98% more than they do themselves. Alot has happen in the past Year in a half. I went from a simple old, Wrinkled, dangerous EITC Assassin that took care of all the Leader's Dirty work or "A Mr. Mercer". To being a Full blown EITC Leader then to a British Politican and finally to the Prime Minister. It is not I do not like change. It means that it seems since that "Mr. Mercer" time everyone has slowly fadded away with them just being memories. What joy of being in control of a RP Guild Empire named of course "The British Empire" on this game if you must lead alone. Lead alone with no one to tell you if you are doing such correct or wrong. Someone to be there when your in need. Somewhere to just do Game things with! Of course I have other people. But there is nothing to Rejoice when you stand alone.

I apologize to all who I hurt. But I hope you all learn a moral that you must not expect others to do your work. You must get your hands dirty sometimes. You must not be the fool who is never online. The monkey who just leads from a over decorated chair. No offense to the King XD But I'd like for him to come on more often :|