User blog:909090L/Dear POTCO/British Government

My actions from my start into the company (09-2011-final days), into a great army of brotherhood. I have failed you all deeply. Growing up I did not, handle critical problems within my personal life maturely and respectfully. I did not seek the much needed help and blocked others from helping or to understand my life. I suffered from a drug problem in my personal life, in which my best friend died in front of me. I went to rehab straightened my life out. Shortly after my dear childhood died from cancer. So many people were there for me during times of sorrow and hard times, I shunned out any help from great people within the British ranks/EITC. I’m now 3 years clean. Aside from that. I deeply regret my actions in my youth, both in game, on wiki, via skype. I apologize with all my heart. Apologies letters:  Sven Daggersteel: The british empire before you came in was just a standard, old rusty force. Hell we had Eric BigMac as our best pvper aside from myself. We had a great friendship. Drama, outside noise, person wright, coaleaston. Plagued our friendship, instead of straightening out problems I worked to destroy out of rage. You helped me through a lot outside of the game and always made sure I was right beside you during SVS, PVP. You transformed the Empire into a powerhouse of goodness and brought spain to it’s knees. You’re success was so great in many ways I gave up on my job losing interest, ruining bonds being broken. I was the OLD you were the NEW. A good new, I wish we still remained friends. Charles: You were a good friend to PVP with and when I left for spain, fighting you hurt a lot. I’m sorry for what I said to you and it was a true honor to lead you and fight with you. Blake: Coming out of the thin air was a new breeze along with Sven. You were a key member in land battles, what I thought was arrogance, was a chip on your shoulder to be the best. I wish we ended on better terms and became good friends. I apologize for everything I said/did to you. Yours truly,Jason