User blog:John Breasly/Something I Owe to You All

To my fellow Wikians, I am deeply sorry about the trouble I have stirred. It seems that what I intended as harmless jokes and discussion over other games with my fellow peers has been taken to a very serious level, one that not I, nor clearly many of my compatriats did anticipate. While I could later discuss each screenshot individually, I do not think that serves the community, only the administration.

Intention means a lot, or so it would seem based on the events and actions that have happened over the past few years here. From users trying to "take over," to meaningless fights and arguments over roleplay, people's intentions have always held a controversial role. I would hope it be known that my intentions are never to hurt this wiki or it's members. I am someone who jokes, and enjoys to tease. That's my nature. That's how I was raised. I tease people I care about. But sometimes, and this is fully admitted, I have a tough time drawing a line. I never thought I would be counted so malicious as to warrant an infinite ban, as I've always thought with the wiki in mind.

Having been here the longest, I've seen many people come and go for a plethora of reasons. I feel that having been here the longest would show that I truly do care about the well-being of the wiki and it's users, despite my "I don't care!" attitude I often portray. It's a self-defence model, one I need to drop, immediately.

Personally, I'd like to direct one apology especially to Vic. There is evidence of one malicious purpose by me. I was informed that Vic was a very prideful Canadian, and that making comments about Canada would infuriate her. After a confrontation concerning faith and atheism, that left me defending people of faith, I was rather angry at Vic, and this was my way of getting rid of anger. Vic, I'm very sorry about having said that. I thought having finished my joke and said "I'm joking, chill" would've been enough, but I should've known that things are taken more seriously than I anticipate. I promise that should things ever get heated between us again, I will not bring in something you are prideful about against you. It was immature and foolish of me.

I'm truly very sorry to the administration and the members of this wiki for what I've done, and hope some sort of ground can be reached between us. Thank you for reading, and have a good night and rest of the week.

Yours sincerely, Dan