User blog comment:Parax./Roleplay announcement/@comment-3242795-20120621220340/@comment-3242795-20120621221814

This wiki isn't a hub for roleplay. You have no right to dictate it and will not so long as I'm still here.

Oh, what users were they? Bill and Cherie? GenLawrence? Squirto19? The people who roleplay the way the admins want them to, what with futuristic power-cannons and armies of gummy bears? People who hate me? Of course they think I'm power-hungry, because they're too brainwashed by their own functions to believe that I may actually be trying to help more than just myself. Because, contrary to popular belief, I've made my impression on the game. I'll be better remembered in this game than most, if not all of them, if for better or worse. It seems beyond comprehension that I may actually want to help others, even though I've been sacrificing my mental sanity to help everyone. How about the abuse I recieved from the seedlings over the summer? That took it's toll on me, I returned to school as a nervous wreck. I nearly had to go through counselling. I could have left at ANY time, but I didn't, because I was the face of everything in that campaign. And now, against my will, I've become the face of roleplay. And even if I'm not, the admins force that title on me and use it against me. I find that pretty funny, actually. So as long as there is one oppressive entity, trying to become the "next Pearson" or the next powerhead, I will stand by my friends, and even my enemies, to ensure the good roleplay lasts until it's last leg. Even if I am doing it through chat and blogs, and not through my virtual avatar on POTCO.