User blog:Blake Stewart/Coming and Going

In August 2012, young Blake Stewart was peer pressured into joining a magical place called the POTCO Fanon Wiki. Known through the game as the "heart of roleplay," young Blake Stewart never exactly understood what this place about. But how could I? Obviously, I wasn't very experienced in anything I had done, I started arguments, and really could never find my common-place, per se.

It seems like through most of my time here, I've acted like a complete moron. Constantly recieving bans, including a significant one across all of wikia, a six month global ban that completely restricted my accessibility, and communication to many of you. If I had to go back through it, I would say the reason for that specific ban was awful. But considering all of the idiotic, childish, and naive things I've managed to perform across my timeline of editing here, it was very much warranted.

Often on this wiki, I am never here for long periods of time because of these said acts. Well, I'm here today to maturely apologize for these said acts. I have often neglected people's own respect for me because of these steadily reoccuring incidences that restrict my ability to grow, build relationships, and gain the respect of many of you. Often times, after a conflict that I am arisen into because of past mistake, I go too far and make silly mistakes. Hell, because of many of these bans, I haven't been able to get to know and meet some of you, for example, Sammy and Zoomer. I barely know you two, and that is clearly my fault. As a person with many friends outside of this wikia, I know I am better. Perhaps all of this time I have been completely misunderstood.

If I had to put one word to it, I would put the fact that I am ashamed of a lot of what I have said to many of you. Not to be specific, because unfortunately, I have had run-ins with many of you. Instead of making this a gigantic apology, I would just like to keep it short and sweet. This sounds kind of awkward, but I look forward to getting to meet some of you again. Yes, again.

If what I have said to you is too deep and is completely burnt into the fibers of your being, then I'm sorry. Just know that from now on, I intend to treat you with nothing but the utmost respect. Secondly, know that I am human. We all make mistakes, no matter who we are. I hope you will understand.

Thanks for your time.